Dance Of Despair
Listen to the tale I will tell you my love
a thousand years has certainly gone by the sorrow I felt, the want to die one thing thru my hurt I didn't know my love I was carrying your gift under my heart remembering with tearful eyes but smiling tonight despite the hurt I was going thru,
I thank you for this gift that is not a lie
a baby to be born, that is so true
I have to run, run after those small tiny feet Running in the shade under the grand mapletree I have to run again, run after my life laughing and looking at your eyes so sweet The butterflies you try to catch, they want to be free free as the wind and as the birds want to be I sit down on the fresh green grass a flower in his hand is what he has. He gives it to me and a kiss after that I look in your eyes with the smile in them as the shiniest smile they reminds me of what of you they remind my forever love
He's just like you, but
you don't know my love
Soon surrounded we are by the fall then the green very fast will be gone a sea of colours will follow very strong giving place to a beauty that fills it all Your small feet will not be running bare small tiny shoes will show that I care
Years has gone by and I
still hear the steps
small tiny feet in the
rain got so wet
I listen to the wind if a
message they bring
the wind blows up leaves
and form a ring
In a hum and a mumble I
began to sing
"Where did you go when I
lost you my sweet
I have cried many tears
and my sorrow is near
I will never forget the
day you disappeared
never will I hear happy
laughter again
and see my little angel
dancing in the rain!"
Gone with the wind has my
life flown by
like flickering wings of
the Phoenix in fire
Just fall to sleep and
never to wake
forgetting forever the
endless ache
This path to eternity I
want to follow
maybe it's the way to the
enchanted hollow
Ache in my heart, my
eyes filled with tears
words sounds so clearly in
my ears
the last ones that I ever
heard from you
"I love you Mum, and it's
known you love me too!"
To hard to bare and to
hard to live with
swallow the poison, that
was what I did
The last thing I saw was
the dance of the stars
my heart was too sore by
too many scars
I knew, in a moment I
would hold you tight
I would give up easily
without any fight
I promised you my baby,
I would never leave you
alone
Wave, baby wave
to the life where mom had
once belong
the life of emptiness with
just a moment of awe
the torturer held me
prisoner
in the darkness where he
kept
my heart tightly strangled
from where it lead to my
grave
Now and forever the small
steps I hear
Dance with the wind baby
always now near
08.20.2003
Copyright© 2004
Sirpa Bister
aka Dreamer
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